Aoa, mera naam Syed Muhammad Usaid Rehan hai. Maine MDCAT 2023 main 183 marks score kiye. I was an average student from the start. Even 80 percent’s marks were good for me. I completed my primary education from Bait-ul-elam school. I didn’t think that i could score well.
Then I went to Laboratory high school, Uaf. This decision changed my life. I burnt mid night oil to turn myself into an extraordinary student. My teachers played a crucial role in this process and i scored 1050/1100 in my matric exam. As I belong to a middle class family, i always wanted to study on full scholarship.
I couldn’t get a scholarship in Punjab college as the merit was so high. But my father wanted me to study there. I just got too much depressed there. I was facing many problems. I just broke myself into pieces. The results were also poor.
My family was worried about me. I just changed plans again and again. Finally I scored 1066/1100 in Fsc 2022. No one expected this sort of result from me.
Even I couldn’t believe. I wanted to become a doctor. It was my will not the desire of my parents. I got scholarship from step and started entry test preparation. I found it difficult and hard. My preparation was good and everyone was saying just chill bro, you would ace mdcat. But the reality was bitter. I scored 164/200 and couldn’t get admission.
I did not want to repeat mdcat. But my friend Ahad wanted me to do so. I was totally shattered and depressed, because my parents were so optimistic about me. I can’t see them worried.
بابِ قفس کھلا بھی تو کچھ دیر کے لئیے
جو قید میں نہیں تھے رہا کر دیے گئے
ہم کو تو ہماری نیند بھی پوری نہ ملی
لوگوں کو ان کے خواب جگا کر دیے گئے
I just gave my self confidence and believed that i can do. So i couldn’t ace step ssat test 2023. I could not get good marks in punjab university admission test. I tried harder but all in vain. I decided to give up but my friend encouraged me. I failed Amc 2023 physical test. I was totally depressed.
There was no hope. I kept working hard. I also saved some money and bought kips books and prepared well in Strive academy ( near my house). I cried in front of Allah and beg for his mercy and kindness. I couldn’t sleep at night. 9th september, i slept late at night (probably at 3:30am ). I got up at 5:30 and offered fajr.
Then I recited surah Kalam and went to the examination centre. I ate dairy milk in the centre, I know it looked weird😂. I cannot forget those tiresome days and sleepless nights.
Thanks to Allah Almighty and my dear teachers. Now, i am gearing up for medical college.
Sometimes you win, and sometimes you learn.
End hamesha acha hota hai, jo acha na ho
